Kaleidoscope Eyes

sexually frustrated.

smoke-on-sundays asked: you have no idea though...lol. I wish I was close with you, Ann, Em and marth. I love all you girls you're like the realest people to come out of Weare

yeah weare is filled with a bunch of losers + scumbags. same with the surrounding towns i feel… it’s hard to find people who are legit. and i liike ya! we can chill (:

yeaah… i know a whooole lot more than you think i do. i don’t understand.. i can’t seem to wrap my head around why all of you males are the exact same…EXACT same. you care at first but then as time goes on the texting slows down, the speed of how fast you respond slows down, the desire to actually see me fades.. i don’t know. i’m kind of over the whole idea of having a guy in my life. i honestly don’t know why i even bother anymore. & the fact that what you think you’re hiding so well.. i know.. but just chose not to address it. but i’m over being put through the same thing over and over. don’t just string someone along who’s so into you just to kinda have someone there if you don’t truly care about them.. i don’t understand. i honestly don’t. when it gets to the point that i’d tell you everything and am straight up with everything and you’re being shady and hiding things from me (which i know because 1. i’m not retarded. 2. i’m told all about it & 3. i see it with my own fucking eyes). i’m done with the same pattern every time i develop feelings for someone and end up their girlfriend. it’s the same thing every single time. and to think of all the opportunities i turned down because i was YOUR girlfriend and loyal. turned down having a cute older guy wanted to cook me dinner, turned down a date to the beach on his motorcycle. didn’t let him ever take me out because i was with you and respected you & cared for you enough to not go.. & clearly it’s been made clear that it’s not the same both ways….